It's been a bummer of a time around here, with some sunshine peeking through. We are still waiting for an appointment for the psychiatric consult for Peanut to discuss some sort of medication to help him regulate, as per his therapist's...

I've been getting my perspective regularly shaken these days. Mostly it's been hard, other times it's been a needed shift in my perception, and sometimes? Well, sometimes it turns out you actually don't want to dig too deeply into what is going...

This has been one hell of a craptastic month. Peanut has continued to have a really tough time. His behavior has cranked up into the "unacceptably aggressive" category, which is the primary reason I haven't updated this blog in 2 weeks. He has...

Yeah, I'm not sure why I even bother. I've been blogging here for what... 4+ years? And yet I still get online every now and then to announce with great fanfare that I'm Going To Write More, but I seem to have permanently blocked the realization that...

After all my grandiose plans from the last post, I feel badly that all this day has given me to relate is worry and dread and sadness. Peanut is in a bad place these days, a darker place than he showed us in pre-school and kindergarten. There are a...